Dear Lord, come quickly to my aid. My heart is broken and I seem not to know what to do now. It feels like I am being overwhelmed by an emotion of anger. Like I am acting a role that I was forced into.

My friend is hurting me. She keeps saying words that hurts, and even when she tries to apologize, her words still cut through as deep. We had a little misunderstanding and she left the house for 2 days, still trying to deal with that in my head, she comes back and reminds me that I am younger than her younger sister. She is also fond of using mean words whenever we have a misunderstanding. Yesterday, she said I was making her feel like a monster and that I was making her feel like she was losing her mind and that she needed to see a therapist.

The part where she reminded me of our age difference cut really deeply. She said when we have misunderstandings I look at her with disdain and disrespect. I feel like she enjoys hurting me with her words. Every time I just try to withdraw and be on my own to avoid hurt from her, I feel the love  of God prompting me towards her again. My heart has been mercilessly broken by her. I am tired. I don't know if I can go in this one time. My heart is bleeding. I have suppressed myself many times for her sake, she doesn't even seem to notice. I have given my best for her on so many occasions, but she seems to always be able to toss it to the wind and act like it's her right.

How do you make friends with someone who thinks they are older than you and kinda lords it on you. She has stopped telling me things, I came to terms with that, but other times, I feel like she compares me to her other friends whom she considers "better". She doesn't like to be corrected, yet she wants me to point out the things she does that hurts me. Lord, I am tired. I don't know how much longer I can go with Peace if you don't help me. I feel exhausted, like I should run to some where and not be here.